♥ Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ♥
Today is 090909. At 090909, 09hrs 09sec, I was rushing my way to work. -.- it is always like this. . .
Time flies, it is towards end of the year now. I didn't blog since June'09, i am busy & tired. I am off tml to make up for one of the duty i did during last month. Was selling tickets for some big event of the company. so i am taking this time to blog now, like to share some thoughts. Haha.
Firstly, i was being confirmed as a permanent staff last month by my superiors. =) due to my 'good performance' during the past 4 and a half months. rubbish~ it was an early confirmation as probation period is 6months. Of course, i am glad. Still, I need to face the reality that they confirmed me as I am able work or at least meet theirs certain levels of KPIs. they want me to stay in the company for long obviously. I shall try to be neutral towards this. but that is the real world~
I am extremely tired due to work. i am able to cope with my work now, still there are mistakes here and there. as time goes by, my work starts to pile up and stress level increases. the management just decides that i took over one of my colleague's work. i am super unwilling seriously. i am busy enough. there are sooo many things on hand to do. totally Pek Chek ya. -.- moreover work load increases, yet the pay i am taking is like still the same. vexed~ i have to grumble a bit, so as to release some of my happiness. well, have to accept that 'Life is always unfair', and should be optimistic. i am so tired to a certain extent that i want to apply leave to sleep at home. Wo Zhen De Hen Lei, am always feeling tired. =(
And I have to say something about our lunch break. haha. our lunch break averagely is 2hours plus. there were times we went for lunch like 3hours. Like today, we went for lunch at 2.30pm, we reached office at 5.45pm. terrible la~ but we just followed our boss. haha. as after our lunch, we went for coffee and chit chatted over there. I think i will need to take sometimes to adjust my lunch break for my next job. haha.
As i was so tired that i tend to hack care about many stuffs. too tired ya~ like my family and boyfriend. somehow neglected them. i am more of a self-centered person. sigh~ i have to remember to make a point to ask and talk to them esp my family. or else i just hack care. terrible me.
I met up with my poly friends last Saturday. we had dinner and watched movie. last week, also had dinner and movie with Ling they all. the first movie that we watched together. not too bad~
=)
I felt that i have been going on and on all this while. I didn't allows myself to really have a good rest. Since poly, school and work. after that i continue to work, and now i am at Art House for almost 6months. i am working most of the time. this might be partly the reason for my current tiredness. haha. Still i want to keep on going~~~ =)
I am going to sleep now. Tired. yawnzzz~
LETS MOVE IT @ 9:20 AM
