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♥ Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ♥

Today is 090909. At 090909, 09hrs 09sec, I was rushing my way to work. -.- it is always like this. . .
Time flies, it is towards end of the year now. I didn't blog since June'09, i am busy & tired. I am off tml to make up for one of the duty i did during last month. Was selling tickets for some big event of the company. so i am taking this time to blog now, like to share some thoughts. Haha.

Firstly, i was being confirmed as a permanent staff last month by my superiors. =) due to my 'good performance' during the past 4 and a half months. rubbish~ it was an early confirmation as probation period is 6months. Of course, i am glad. Still, I need to face the reality that they confirmed me as I am able work or at least meet theirs certain levels of KPIs. they want me to stay in the company for long obviously. I shall try to be neutral towards this. but that is the real world~

I am extremely tired due to work. i am able to cope with my work now, still there are mistakes here and there. as time goes by, my work starts to pile up and stress level increases. the management just decides that i took over one of my colleague's work. i am super unwilling seriously. i am busy enough. there are sooo many things on hand to do. totally Pek Chek ya. -.- moreover work load increases, yet the pay i am taking is like still the same. vexed~ i have to grumble a bit, so as to release some of my happiness. well, have to accept that 'Life is always unfair', and should be optimistic. i am so tired to a certain extent that i want to apply leave to sleep at home. Wo Zhen De Hen Lei, am always feeling tired. =(

And I have to say something about our lunch break. haha. our lunch break averagely is 2hours plus. there were times we went for lunch like 3hours. Like today, we went for lunch at 2.30pm, we reached office at 5.45pm. terrible la~ but we just followed our boss. haha. as after our lunch, we went for coffee and chit chatted over there. I think i will need to take sometimes to adjust my lunch break for my next job. haha.

As i was so tired that i tend to hack care about many stuffs. too tired ya~ like my family and boyfriend. somehow neglected them. i am more of a self-centered person. sigh~ i have to remember to make a point to ask and talk to them esp my family. or else i just hack care. terrible me.

I met up with my poly friends last Saturday. we had dinner and watched movie. last week, also had dinner and movie with Ling they all. the first movie that we watched together. not too bad~
=)

I felt that i have been going on and on all this while. I didn't allows myself to really have a good rest. Since poly, school and work. after that i continue to work, and now i am at Art House for almost 6months. i am working most of the time. this might be partly the reason for my current tiredness. haha. Still i want to keep on going~~~ =)

I am going to sleep now. Tired. yawnzzz~



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♥ Friday, June 19, 2009 ♥

Hi people, I has been living unhappily recently. =(

I see this word "FAKE" every now and then, especially at work. it is so TERRIBLE man~ oh my god~ and I did experience it from those Faker. disgusting~ guess work is like that. I just join the working society, think I still have pretty much to see and experience. sigh~ Fakers are all around, i don't wish to be like them. But definitely in some situations you need to be a Faker, i hope i am not a Faker to people i care. And, my friend Weide who introduced me to work at Arts House is resigning like beginning of next month, and so is my dept manager. sad la~ =( I tot of resigning after my probation which is in October'09, but also not very nice leh. -.- my bf nagged me for being working as an tiny executive in an Arts company. what can I say... i just hope i can pass my probation period for the time being. I hope they will leave me at my corner to do my work, and my works just goes through. haha.

Glen, CK & TK were enlisted this week. I was worried for them, especially Glen. -.- TK is alright as he kept telling me how Zai he is. so yup. We went to Phuture last Friday since they were enlisting. Not many of us went. Guess it is hard to get everyone together now. My bf was nice as he fetched me home after i club. lol.

There is something amiss be it my side and our side. Ya~ i think i am the only one who get bothered by it. I want to heck care about it, but I really care and so I was upset over it. Whereas I heck care about my side, no time will be the excuse for this. everyone goes on a different paces with different thinkings, doings etc, it is difficult to catch up. I have to take it easy, and i am trying as i know i have to move on. i do not wish to continue to be upset over those matters. I even hated myself. sigh~ Still I wants to live happily. =D haha.

I tot of hiding myself from everyone and just stick to my bf. stupid la~ so people, arrange meet upsss. OK. =) and i really care, care and care! -.-

And time passed so fast, June is ending. =( BYESSS~~~~~



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♥ Friday, May 29, 2009 ♥

Hi people,

Currently I am in office and blogging. Heh. Next week bosses will be away, so I am kinda slack now.

Work is alright, still managable for me. I made mistakes here and there, am still blur and careless. -.- yet to make any Major mistake. LOL. So basically, my job scope is making payment to supplier, doing claim for staff and other administrative works. I write the company cheque, and overall I am a small tiny clerk in TAH. -.- I am in-charge of the petty cash too. Sometimes, suppliers and staffs will come to me and press me for payment. -.-"

There are times when they just suddenly ask me to complete task in just a moment, which is very usual at work. still, I like to work in my pace. Lol. I can see that there are problem in the office, which is usual too. The working environment is a relaxing one, I dont feels stress. Just that there are times when I have a lot of work on hand to complete. busy busy~

So my life is very normal now. Work and home plus EAT, i get hungry easily. -.- then sometimesgo out with my friends. Recently outings were celebrating TK's & Sunny's birthday. Not too bad. LOL. Last week was our graduation ceremony. damn high as in FUN~ wahaha.

As for my relationship, i realise that i dont like to talk much about it. Usually I would talk about it with Yilin, but still not that often. lol. I dont know why~ haha.

Now i am waiting for work to finish since 3.38pm. lol~ It is weekend again~
woohoo!!




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♥ Monday, April 27, 2009 ♥

Hi all,


Last Friday, I went for the company retreats to JB a resort called Pulai Spring Resort. It was a terrible trip. We had to reach office at 7.15am on that day. we were a bit late. Reached the resort at 10am plus, as it was at JB so quite fast. Then we had meeting in one of the resort meeting rooms. The meeting was called Strategic meeting'09. They started the meeting by sabotaging the newcomers by asking us those questions that we don't know. especially me! as last week was only the end of my 3rd week of work. -.- damn sian~Then discussed about quite a lot till we had lunch which was quite late at 3pm. After lunch meeting again. -.-

At evening, we checked in to our room. The room is not bad. nice place to stay~ =D 5 of the us shared the family room. Then dinner was on company again. i don't like the foods over there. I tot it was the end of the day, but NO! they said go directors' room meeting. terrible man~ we had meeting from 10pm till 1am! i totally could not catch this part of the meeting much. difficult to understand. then they laughed at me as i was really falling asleep. =(

That night, i shared room with a girl not from my department. the both of us like the whole night didn't sleep. partly i was too cold, and the meeting was too intensive that we could not sleep. =( headache~

On Saturday, we woke up at 8am plus and prepared for breakfast which the company paid for it too. Then 11am, we had a 2 hours meeting till 1am. terrible~ kept meeting. we as the newcomer needed to speak up again. headache man~ after that we went for lunch. we paid for this meal on our own. then i had a very terrible diarrhea. ='( i don't like their foods! Reached office at about 5pm, and i quickly went home to rest.
super duper tired~

Basically this trip was all about meeting. terrible~ we went all the way to JB Pulai Spring resort and we didn't get to use the facilities over there at all. and it was only a 2days 1night trip. -.-" I was quite stress during the trip. sigh~ as i need to speak up when i joined the company for less than a month. I am really still looking around in the company lo. =( i don't even know how long i can stay in the company and they told us about the next 5 years. -.- i don't know~~

As for work, I am getting busy man. i have sooo many work to do. Staffs are pressing me for money. -.-" it is a totally different working environment compare to SIP. SIP was so slack. Now I held many responbilities at work. sigh~ Each day at work passed quickly. I am scare i age fast too. -.- terrible~

Why is it so terrible nowadays? For many thing -.- and those guys just received their enlistment dates. poor boys~

And I miss miss sooo much =(



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♥ Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ♥

Hi there,

Yesterday was my first day of work at Arts House. It is a nice place to me in term of the surroundings and environment. The Arts House is actually the Old Parliament house. It is a small company, and we can dress causally to work everyday. Today was my second day of work and i still exited the wrong exit at Raffles place. -.- The first day was even worst, I forgotten how to walk over there. LOL. And yesterday Fann Wong and Tay Ping Hui were filming in one of the halls. Fann Wong is pretty. But she looks so serious. Tay Ping Hui looked just like on the TV to me. haha. Maybe I am not into local actor. As for work, it just started so i cant comment much about it. I think my colleagues are nice people. It is Wei De who introduced me this job. Actually the 2 of us are not very close friends. Lol. He is getting sooo much better looking now.

Then last Sunday I went to Prudential PTO Base Camp. and I was been selected! Seriously, i think i performed so badly that I dont think they would chose me. I guess they chose me as they wants females to join them, this is according to the In-charge there. The Base Camp is a session with their Chairman. He is a funny man. There were some parts in the camp that was very touching. I definitely learned something from the camp. I was damn nervous during the camp when called upon to voice out my comment. =( But I am not join them. I am going to stick with Arts House for the time being. =D I am tempted by them as they are sponsoring the tests for insurance agent. The test cert can be use in the bank next time~ i still hope to have a chance to work in the bank. haha.

And i want to mention it now in this post. I know it is had been sometime already, I should not be saying it. But I really felt that I am a very bad friend. Due to a friend of mine, i neglected my other friends. I made no initiative in maintaining our friendship during that period of time. This made our friendship drifted apart. And I still did nothing. But when i fall out with that friend of mine, they cared for me. in fact they always care for me, but i dont see it at all. I really felt bad over it. Now i really know that they are always there to care for me. i promise i will be there for them always. i definitely cherish this friendship. and of course, i cherish my polytechnic friends. =D

Thats all I wanted to say. Next time then update again.



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♥ Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ♥

Dear all,


For the whole of last week, I worked for Laneige Road show at Bugis. A lot of problem. Since there were sooo many girls working together, gossips cannot be avoided. And management had problem too. overall, not really happy working for that week. I chiong sales for this event. Not too bad, i earned 100 plus commission. =D Due to some issue, the management didnt plan any working schedule for me next month. so it is as good as they sack me? i doubt she will give me any schedule for May too. what can i do? i tried to talk to her, she just replied me indirectly. maybe it is better that she made me leave now. when a company did this to you, is it worth for you to stay? I enjoyed working at Laneige. Now the problem is that they see us as 2 groups, old girls and new girls. we gets different treatments. sigh~ problematic man. good the bye to my part time BA job.


Last Friday, we went to celebrate Sheri's Birthday. hope Sheri had a memorable 20th birthday. =)



And I did a very retarded thing on that day. -.- oh well~ call me retard man.

As for my Uni, I dont know which school and course to apply. maybe i will drag to another intake. since i want to take education loan, i cant possible anyhow apply a private school. vexed~ I dont think I will apply UniSim anymore, I dont like the courses they offer. I am now considering SMA. Then there is this person who is Dear's friend working as education consultant. I think he is quite pushy as i mentioned that i want to apply Uni. I might go and listen to him, but i dont think I will apply the school he introduce.

As for work, I am join a company that my friend introduce. Just confirmed, and the pay is very low. Sigh~ Seriously, I also dont know what job I want to go into. vexed again. In a stage, where I dont even know what I want and what to do. sigh and more sigh. Now I envy those boys. they can just work partime for the time being waiting for their enlistment date, and drag Uni and work. omg~ headache.

I received my transcript last week. Officially graduated from TP. Yesh~ Graduation ceremony will be on May. I will invite my family members over. =D And last last week, WeiLin gave us a CD burned with a friends video that she made. thanks for the effort. appreciated. =D

Seriously, I am so missing school. =( I miss those time sooo much. anyone can bring me back?



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♥ Thursday, March 12, 2009 ♥

Yoz,

I am so tired~ worked for the first day of IT show. there were many people and we were so busy. we need to know M1 plan with Black berry. omg~ i made a number of mistakes. =( tml will be a better day. haha.

Yesterday played mahjong at TK's house. I losed again. its okay. it is for the fun. after mahjong it was still early, so we stayed at his house and chatted. quite a fun chit chat session. i am like such a lousy girl. but whatever.

Actually, I wanted to post about something, but then now it is at the stage where i am like sooo speechless. sigh~



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